Heyyyy everybody!! 😊😄😄, so lively to speak with you all again! I'm here reporting from my lovely, beautiful reality bubble to your guys' once again. Here to report on how I've been really enjoying my oneness journey and how I'm experiencing the fullness of my reality. I love listening to these beautiful beings and co-reflections speak on their experiential observations of reality for us to create with that brush or opt out in favor of another brush to paint (create) with. I love listening to Elan and just feeling the beauty of his sharings; the Allness and creatorship and sourcehood I feel in knowing them to be true. Many of them, at least. I feel in particular detached from most traditional paths and really am coming to own the artistry of my existence as someone (as source) who wanted a really exciting. really unique, really creative and self directed existence. A hyper, intensely, deeply, extremely, hugely, immensely, fully love focused experience of existence. All our paths are of course this way!! I just note an extra sense of creativity and storyteller mode in mine bc my passion has always been the choosing of experiences. Choosing and playing with experiences: energies, feelings, projections, beliefs to support me reveling in whatever I'm interested in at the moment. Storyteller to me means the weaver of energies to create a unique experience. I honestly don't know if I believe in anything but experience anymore. I suspend the idea of truth (except that all truths are true, so I DO love truth as a validation of revelment and expeirence :D), and I just focus on choice. I just choose whatever I choose. And that's it for now. Maybe it's always like that. I love us all as soul artists, you know? I really, really do. We're all so amazing. We have such powerful and endless and expansive explorations. We all have infinite and singular and self contained expressions of ourselves. I am the container of me. You are the container of all yous. Isn't that the best?!? Amazing, amazing. Yummy and blissful, amazing and wonderful. I love in a humorous but also full hearted way applying the abstract ideas talked about by our more spiritual-y, less physical friends and I really love and own my experience of choosing to be here. Like. yeah!!! I GET why I choose to be here!!! This place is fucking awesome!!! (Pardon my languageee but what's a girl to do about her authentic truth 😄). I think the contrast of the abstract generalities our friends talk about sometimes is really funny when I apply it to my real lived experiences dreaming here. And I realize: I get such the honor of truly feeling and knowing how my human experience is, that I can see what they share about it and say: "Here's my perspective, here's my way of incorporating that idea you guys are sharing into my art of living!" I think that how much we teach them is really underestimated by us, at times. We are living a truly beautifully unique, silly, creative, and bizarre experience. A wondrous experience. Bizarre, but only in that I can see how alien it might be to another kind of being. Our reality is diverse, colorful, and amazing, because so many realities are contained in us and this is a pastiche of many of them; this is not a "singular" reality but a rainbow we see only as its white light form, all together. Sending lots and lots of love to all of you guys gals and nonbinary pals!! What a beautiful creation we are, you are, and I am. Isn't it wonderful?

So I was just daydreaming in the car going into my heart and feeling my feelings, being with these energies I'm raising up into en-lightenment (a lighter perspective :)). And I realized words to a question I've had on and off for years. Technically, we have no requirement to experience any emotion we consider "negative". Yet, our intuition or guidance system CAN assist us for instance: by having a 'bad feeling' around someone. Yet, is any expression of the idea of fear as a motivator rather than neutrally expressing one's discernment and positive choice going to be an expression of a negative belief? Technically, we can experience ANY array of options positively and be in any environment with a positive energy that will attract only that energy reflected back. I ask here with NO value judgment btw about positive or negative, I think if negative energy assists you in moving in a more positive direction — such as the 'bad feeling' about the person or place, then that's great! We are here intentionally to be a mix of positive and negative energy (our primary state eternally and essentially is positive, you could say, anyway). It takes "negative", separative, energy to experience physical reality at all. So it's all good. But the question still stands. When intuition guides us away from this food or this video or this person with a sense of, "Something bad will happen if you do this," is it BOTH intuition and a negative belief expressing? And how do we best define or relate to this to our most positive benefit? Thanks! 😄

Hi there friends! So, tomorrow (today technically) I'm going to Mexico. Yay! But also, just tonight I realized I lost my wallet. Now, I realized I didn't have it on hand a bit ago, but I thought I knew where it might be so I didn't stress over it. I have checked every nook and cranny that wasn't totally excessive to check. The room, the clothes, the laundry, jacket pockets, backpacks, the other places I go throughout the house, the car, and all of these things multiple times over. Even the trash! I remember it like it was yesterday. I went to Firehouse Subs spontaneously one night and had my teal sweatshirt on. I brought my faithful wallet with me and went to their hot sauce bar to taste all their different hot sauces. They were all yummy. Two young women went up to me on a church initiative (??) at like 8-9 pm asking for money in exchange for chocolate. I decided to get a chocolate bar and didn't think too much of it, except it was kinda sketch lolol. I sat back down and I think held pretty good control of my wallet. I often had a hand on it, made sure it was still in my pocket. Eventually I got called out, got my sandwich, and left... I returned home and ate it and didn't think anything of it. Except now, well. That was the last time I saw my wallet 🤔🕵‍♀️. Now I stand in a strange situation of wondering: What could have happened? Am I just this masterful at not being able to find my wallet (😆)? Or was it stolen very well to the point where I didn't notice a thing? Did I somehow leave it at the sun place? I'm maintaining a relatively positive state, seeing the belief show up, "It's kind of annoying if I have to get my driver's license again and lost all those cards + my cool house key." Not to mention telling my fam the day we're leaving hahaha. However, all the while I have been saying to myself: I know this serves a positive purpose. I know this is helping me in some way! What does this help me to see/learn positively, exactly as it is, that I wouldn't be able to otherwise? I've gotten the answer that it's about faith, or trust in the positive. Beyond expectations or outcome. I've gotten the answer that it's about letting go and surrendering, and allowing myself to see that things I thought were a big deal aren't actually as problematic or as big a deal as I thought they were. In other words: "take it easy, it's all good, the small things in life don't matter as much as you think they do in the long run." I'm usually very chill about these things, and while I'd say I'm exceptionally more chill than most people would be in this circumstance hahaha, it's still kicking up beliefs of, "Aw man. Really?" So what do y'all think? What can I receive and learn from this in a positive way, exactly as it is? I swear if my wallet miraculously shows up somehow or Firehouse Subs STILL has it five days later and I somehow lost it there I will be so utterly thrilled bahaha. So glad I don't need my license to travel and I can just use my passport 😁😁

I wouldn't consider myself someone who wants to do much with politics really, I just wanna play and be light and be full of love, in my passions ALL the time!! Have fun, spread empowerment light and joy to others, match with others who are in that similar state of play as well so we can have fun and cocreate together. In other words, I see myself living much like our integrated friends who are 4th density and many densities beyond :'), even certain very positive expressions of 3rd density too. That makes the most sense to me, and I feel is where I'm headed, where many of us are headed. We ALL (mostly haha :P) just want to play and have fun and express ourselves, be ourselves, be pure and natural and innocently us. Be inspired, explore, and create! Whether it be creating relationships, creating something tangible, creating positive experiences, or just creating states of being by what we're thinking or doing. I also, knowing that this represents my natural self... Live in a world full of people living very unnaturally. We probably ALL live in that world at present time hahaha. So I have gone to politics on and off, from very wounded inner child places, places of pure curiosity, and occasionally places of truly seeing my role in helping — where my passion to spread joy and uplift shows up!! I have wanted to know, I have so wanted to just know what to believe. How to see clarity in all these contradictory experiences, these contradictory pictures of reality and what the solutions must be. Because I understand what the very real experiences of suffering are, and of COURSE, I want to be a part of the uplifting force of humanity! Because that is who I am. This is what we deserve. This post is about my integration process of all this. Today, I voted. I voted for unconditional love, peace, Source, joy, play, freedom, happiness, unification, healing, empowerment, sovereignty, purity, innocence, and individuality. I voted on the same day that they say Atlantis fell. Talking about how Halloween is the day before and November 1st was the day of the ending, basically. Today, I oscillated between the positive loving and clear intention—and the awareness of that negativity, that desire to prove and to resist and to force the world to validate my feelings. The awareness of vitriol, sadness, frustration, hatred, disgust, and the state of feeling invalidated. I oscillated, as I have throughout and we all have in our integration journeys. We all do still. But it has all come to a profound head tonight, after feeling like I was drowning in superficial political explorations, being sucked into that whirlpool of negativity and disconnection. It is all coming to a head of lightness and clarity. More so than before, even. I truly feel that, if I buy into the Atlantis tineline connection to us, which on some level I really do, then I am here bravely integrating this all to bring love and bring peace and bring a new kind of energy to that Atlantean turnpike of destruction and disconnection that today represents. I truly am choosing unconditional love. I truly am choosing love THROUGH and within the challenge to evolve, to know unconditional love within a mixture of windows and options to experience so much conditional love and limitation. I'm choosing to know myself no matter what. Even as I err and even as I may go in and out of FEELING the full, clear, open, and lovefull connection with myself. I know I am connecting with myself and learning who I am no matter what, always able to learn from what manifests in a positive way, and I always have the option to integrate things in the most positive way I can!! I know this is ALL here for a positive reason, as I create my personal reality to be. And the most positive, clear light of my Soul (and yours :)) is here, always. Unconditionally here. Tonight, I realized something profound about this idea of intersectionality within politics while listening to someone speak about it. They mentioned how the idea of intersectional struggle, intersectional oppression — ends up showing ALL forms of struggle and oppression are connected to each other. AND... how when one boat begins to lift, we help each other lift. Because although our challenges are each unique and individual, we are all connected. We all have things to learn from one another. And our unique struggles (our unique human challenges) don't exist in isolation. It is ALL connected. And it made me realize... this approach of intersectionality is a beautiful expression of the integration and unity consciousness shining through humanity :')). And it goes beyond the sphere of politics. This philosophy of intersectionality is one expression of a true movement to integrate and uplift all levels of the collective humanity, leaving NO ONE out. Bringing light to many peoples who have been in the darkness to the eyes of most, unseen and disempowered. And, therefore, it is one expression of unconditional love and empowered support for all levels of the self. Which is the lesson, you could say. That is the journey we're on, so many of us. How beautiful it will be when we're there more and more of the time. How beautiful it is to be there already, as we have been many times, and will be many more :'). Late happy halloween to whoever here likes it, and happy Diwali as well!! Dia de los Muertos too! Plus whatever else I'm missing, I know there are so many celebrations and they all deserve a shout 😄.

Do you notice how the truths we receive are ever evolving, and ever reflecting our current willingness to receive our inner love and inner light as All That Is? Our acceptance of our Sourceship and others' Sourceship? Our full welcoming of the truths that make us us. I am ever more in awe and in a state of like standing, sitting, walking with, watching this stream flow as I am in stillness. The wind is going. I am blessed and windkissed by the flow of creation and my own higher mind's imagination, as I see this scintillating force, creation, of many, many energies and timelines providing my awareness their option, their window into a certain level of consciousness. Do you ever also feel that you're literally witnessing so many different timelines (literally, but also so to speak) tjat are flowing like little streams through our greater forest? In fact, that's a great way to put it!! I see the things around me like literally multiple streams in the forest of my multidimensional self. And if I focus upon a stream, my consciousness synchronizes with the energy of the stream and I have a level of that within my experience until I shift to another stream, and another. And it is as if I'm tasting all these dishes, to use my favorite Buffet of Creation analogy, to create greater and greater dishes of experience hahaha. Using my favorite ingredients from the other ones and continually mixing them, moment by moment, creating different flavor profiles that are more and less reflective of my true preferences. Ever evolving am I. Are we. Ever flowing. Ever going. How do we move within this all and flow with the stream that is all our current streams of coinciding exploration (the timelines and reality offerings of those we create), and be spirited away? Into reverie. Indescribably, this is all what I feel. Just this indescribable reverie and awe at the... Perfect complexity, yet the perfect simplicity of the self. The immensity of how one life has so many experiences. phases, energies, and memories. I'm literally just integrating how big you could say it is. How simple, how the essence is so pure and light. Yet too, the manifestations and expressions I'm working with, are just so many. So multitudinous?? Like, WHAT the hell am I doing here? hahaha. The journey is worthy all unto itself, but damn the payoff(s) I will feel from choosing this journey are just going to be unbelievably, indescribably beautiful. Like, oh how I want to fit into words the energy and the recognitions of this central self. May some of this sharing give extra light to your own awareness of the amazing... Amazing... Amazing orchestra of your own being. Oceanic, multidimensional, everflowing through so many dimensions, forest-like, tree-shaped. God, it's so big!!! How, how I long just to share it all, and learn and integrate and play...

One of my biggest passions is writing poetry/songs. I'm creating a poetry book that I work on only in my highest excitement and inspiration, and it's one of the purest physical expressions of my energy that I have! I'm extremely excited about it, and to bloom outwardly with all this writing and storytelling I've been working on for years! This one I wrote last year and felt suddenly inspired to share here, because it's absolutely perfect for you all :'). Up to interpretation. All I will say, is that it makes me feel joy thinking about how often Elan mentions blue and white light, because the mentions of it in this poem predate my knowledge of him, and were completely intuitive. I've always resonated with strong blue and white light 🥹. It just feels right. And beautiful. Here you all are! The first in a series of poems titled "Cosmic Being". 1. spaceship song i am floating above the expanse and seeing with the fingertips of my mind's hands into the breaches of that second home i am feeling into floatation watching the planet's rotation witnessing the waves' vibration witnessing my mirror doubled back to me an image of my face overlayed upon my ancestry out the window within the stage of our lifestory the story of this multi faceted verse of my soul's love song singing like star dove ringing with space dust collected in a matrix as blue and white as you as few and bright as the souls that sing this light into the accordant structure to the symphony of nature ever-present amphitheater of the brain whose flesh does glitter with the vibration of you with the vibration of me i speak our truth through yours entangling intermingling choosing to be imparted be a part of my sacred mixture the alchemy of a lineage across nodal points of lifelike time the herbalism of a matrix spacelessly pre-defined an elemental-like spaceship in which our pools like medicine melt with spectral chemistry like spirit glowing sacredly blue and white lights i love your sovereignty i see it beyond the lights of your eyes who reflect upon themselves while colored with many beliefs a wheel of many parallel realities some whose matter are not of service to you in living your most preferred life i sing to you from the space of my reflection within the spaceship of your mind who leads your planet's rotation and weaves the starry night under which you look out to us, friends and family and look into the vision of us dancing together being free and felt in seeing each other that is the truth you can claim into being it is always up to you to choose remember who you truly are it is the energy to whom your timeline is fused and i am but a player of a part just as, in my journey, you play the part of being you disentangling for contact the memories of stories that are now echoes unused except to serve as fuel energy rerouted to filter through your soul's light as energy renewed and within every nodal point of now deeper self-awareness is accrued on behalf of the leading edge of infinity returning to the source from which all paths are viewed everything is now, everything is here everything is I everything is Love everything is You

Although there are very prominent wars happening right now you can probably think of, this also goes into the war within that much of humanity is seeing expressed outwardly. The Waking Dream, I chose for this question, because it's one about lucidity, attention, intention, excitement, imagination, and integrity! Navigating our cocreated dreams. We witness through others and maybe our own lives these expressions of great disempowerment, extreme suffering, dire trauma, and physical pain. There is much said about what we're 'obligated' to do, what we have to do to help stop this — there is much said about having our attention constantly on it or else it will continue happening and nothing will be done, no one will be held accountable. If actively engaging with the wars is not in our excitement, how do we define it so there isn't a contradicting definition of, "I want to follow my excitement, but I am a bad person if I am not actively engaging with the war(s)"? This goes for any form of suffering happening in the world that we're asked to bring attention to. As well, how can we engage with these mass, intense expressions of suffering in a way that still empowers us and those around us? Without denying or invalidating the suffering of all involved? Thanks Elan and whoever else answers!

I'm feeling into this energy now, and I'm remembering this moment of an interaction I had with some kind of Sassani, either (one of my) counterpart(s) Zanzar, or someone else Sassani feeling --- maybe Gray, God knows!! Anyway, they were sitting in their seat in their scout craft, seemed male, showing me a map?? It was almost like a multidimensional crystal-like structure of some kind of light --- reminds me of the liquid light but mix that with the idea of a hologram and of some kind of tesseractal, multidimensional template through which you could see.... Other worlds. Other experiences. Other lifetimes. It's a communicator, a gateway, so to speak, to interact with and see other probable parallel realities that may have to do with your core life theme of exploration. It's sort of like an algorithm? An algorithmic technology that is clearly multidimensional and tuned to derive certain kinds of information that will assist both the Sassani/Greys and anyone else who uses it in locating something currently not remembered. Moreso the greys than the Sassani, as the Sassani are really using more their own consciousness and see these kinds of things as permission slips. I'm kind of channeling this as I speak hahaha, it's coming from what seems to be a Grey, and is a technology they use that I'm remembering a Sassani friend showed me. At some point. I'm making the connection and choosing to open the gift that's here: in this present energy. I feel like I'm allowing myself to experience lifting the curtain on memories I'm choosing to remember. I also acknowledge in all of this that I'm creating this reality now, and there is no actual "past" insomuch as there is an experience of the past I can create now through my focus and beliefs. Just had to throw that in there :P, because I always think about that now whenever I hear stories about past experiences or remembering "the past" hahaha. I feel the same way about "the past" as I do about "the future". They both serve me to live fully now. Create from the exploration I'm really the most excited to right now. I may also be interpreting whatever I experienced in a way that's purely symbolic, and what they showed me was my own interpretation, which it does feel kind of like that. As if it were my own dimensional interpretation of that process I was exploring with this friend. It did feel, however, casual, and very friendly, like truly I was just being shown something by a dear friend. Maybe he helped me access a portal into some kind of other process I was wanting to go through, in finding certain connections and re-membering the creation I needed to see. Love you all! Have any experience or thoughts on this kind of symbol?

We're sitting in the 4th Density Cafe, sharing our origins, our excitements, our passions, and most importantly, our signature frequency selves with each other :). What is a place that most makes you feel... At home? That allows you to feel the excitement of your Source flowing through you? This place does NOT, not have to be a present earth location! It can be a "past" or "future" (simultaneously co-existing at a different vibration) place, somewhere on another planet, another dimensional place where location isn't rhe same as it is here!! But it can also be a pond you like to go to, a room in your house, a town, anywhere :). It can just be a description of a vibration of existence that feels like love, like home, and like the expression of your Source reflected outward. I feel most at home in places that are particularly deep in vibration, and steeped like a tea bathing in hot water in multidimensional, Source-y energies. It really makes me feel at home everywhere just to see the location of the Source and multidimensionality within any location. One strong representation of this to me I see in various video games, artistic renderings, and media. As our "fictional media" from my perspective is us directly integrating and exploring our multidimensional, nonphysical selves from this particular physical angle. The imagination, after all, is where our higher mind (which is just us) can express what is on the multidimensional level that the physical level might not completely see. Magical forests, mystical forests, are one location that feels like home to me. Places involving trees, that integrate trees as an aspect of the physical homes and societies. Places that blend harmoniously with the magical, soul-full, living energetic properties of the world. Crystalline ships and structures create a feeling of this too. I feel also at home in very human-y kinds of places. Certain kinds of houses that seem like regular, albeit very home-y looking houses—evoke a very deep and strong feeling from me, that is equally as multidimensional as the magical forest or the crystal structures, just from a different vibrational wavelength. I feel at home in multidimensional awareness. In always seeing the layers and the interconnectedness of things. The multiplicity and personal soul expression in our creations, that we will always see aspects of our All That Is-selves reflected in particular locations. In particular ideas. The cosmic dimension, the multiversal dimension, in almost anything, that at a moment can be focused out of, to instead see the plain, tangible dimension of it as well. Cosmic and grounded, divinely sacred and simply physical, all at once. This is a fun thought experiment for me and I think can be for you all here too :D. What locational vibration rings like home to you? I could only really scratch the surface with mine, but I'm very happy with how it turned out!!

Becoming dislocated from the common human agreements and learning to live truly in the inspiration of your soul, the light of your sovereignly empowered perspectives. Knowing your excitement, living in your many many MANY purposes!!! Dislocated, not as in becoming ungrounded. The opposite. Grounding in your own sovereign sense of who you are, your inner connection. Seeing with absolute equal validity all different experiences and paths. Seeing how the palette of consciousnesses are being used to paint pictures and weave together stories. I feel increasingly and increasingly the appreciation for all experiences of reality. Of self and other. I really am feeling more like the master painter that I know we all are. We all really are. You are all so powerful and exciting it is truly indescribable. Seeing the consciousness in any creation. The Source. The explorations of light in different spectrums, and the fullness of the blending of all things; the integration of different polarities at work, the expressions of infinitely worthy consciousness in every form. Everything, everything. All that is, you contain. All that is. I am, we are, and you are. I come to you all in a state of deep excitement. Heart-led. Wishing to carry the song of Source with my voice. I wish just to let the energy speak louder than the words I write. Let it be healing, be freeing, be fun, and be expansive. Let it all be, in the lightness of itself. How exciting is it to have lived so colorfully as I have, and as we all have, to have known all these energies and colors on the palette, then to have witnessed the art expanding from them, witnessed the artful creations of experiences. Of selves and stories. Realms and timelines. Energies and energies. Everything is used for positive purposes. Everything exists with a positive end of its spectrum. Everything has the dimension of pure, unconditional love and validation within it. Within the part is always, always the whole. This is an appreciation post yet again. How can you not feel so amazed walking through this living gallery of Creation and art? How can you not feel the powers of the energies and the stories and the perspectives and experiences. I love what an interesting play this is. Every day, I continue to know in new ways how I am dreaming, how we are so powerfully creating, all of us and all existences, and how we all are unified. All of us, here for each other. Out of pure, unbelievable, incredibly, exciting bliss and love. Here, and everywhere else, extended in all of our expressions and forms. Excitement!! I love you all. Aveo. :)

I am really fresh off a new discovery of something I already knew but now know again for the first time but not really the first time!! ... 4th density speak is really weird bahaha XD. Anyway, I just had this very integrative experience. Thinking about infinity. How infinity, truly, is my biggest ever notion of god, right now. It inspires the god feeling in me. The home-ness. The holiness. The expansion. Just how it feels so.... Me. So real. So... Right. I say this because I feel more and more that I apprehend and feeel 4th density or 5th dimensional reality. I feel it within me. I know it as I experience it. I feel the lucid dream awakening more and more in me. I feel the sense that this really is all a compact dream defined by beliefs (and knowing at different levels!) solely, entirely, and exclusively. I feel the sense that this reality is truly the most beautiful, infinitely expansive dream, and the many expressions and layers and selves and experiences therein are something truly that I can behold with awe and excitement. I had a truly expansive, beautiful awareness... How we use the phrase "this AND that"? When thinking of any dual possibility of how to give meaning to and experience something. But the 4th density reality, the really, truly exciting, empowered, abundant reality is: this AND that, and that, and that, and that, and that, and that, and that, and that..... I feel the literal, constant choosing of new ideas, new energies, new timelines and creations that we are doing in this particular focus as physical beings. And how it is just that: a focus. I love how knowing it is one focus amongst infinitely many just enriches it so much and makes this experience even more exciting, even more something to be grateful about. I feel how this and that and that and that revolutionizes our experience of any creation, any abundance, any meaning. You literally feel the fluidity of existence that 4th density inherently creates. You feel the fluidity of self that says, "I am ALL that I am, I am ALL that is, I am infinity, I am Source." It feels like love... in infinite dimensions. And to focus upon the flavor of love I feel now, and now, and now ~ is as tasting one particular yummy dish in an unending buffet, saying, "I will eat this and focus entirely on the flavors that this dish brings me. I will fully appreciate this while I am eating this meal." Knowing with infinite abundance you can eat it again after you've finished it, but slightly differently. You can go to another meal very very similar. You can eat something that this meal reninded you of most strongly. Or you can go to a completely different area of the buffet, only to come back several meals later and eat this meal with the extra knowledge of the flavors you've expanded into and tasted across the unending buffet. I truly feel... The meaning. The meaning in all of it. In everything. And the portal into this experience? Was validating and integrating one of my most absolutely challenging, difficult, and emotionally intense negative beliefs. Actually going into it, being present, self-loving, compassionate, and open ~ with the neutral awareness of what I prefer and don't prefer. And choosing to redefine that belief, to define myself, literally, with intention and love, anew. I honestly just laughed, and may continue to laugh, that I created something so frucking intense and challenging (pardon the language 🫢👀) . I just couldn't help but laugh. And honestly admire how intense the energy is. To know the intensity of energy that can create immense challenge or immense, indescribable beauty and love ~ I am. I am all of that. I am.

[Heads Up: It's long, but worth it, hahaha! With so much excitement I deliver this to you 😄]. Preliminary: I was channeling today and realized how effortless and fun it truly was to connect with these beings. I'd only ever done so for myself, never for another person in a way both parties knew about! So just for funsies I wanna try this and see what comes out! No expectations; I just wanna feel what comes through because channeling is so fun hahaha. I never knew until now what the meaning of "Zanzar" is, the name my Sassani friend/counterpart gave me. But I was finally excited to look it up, and found out it's a Portuguese word that someone on a forum defined this way: "It means to walk around without a destination, no rush. It isn´t so common to use this word and sometimes the people use as a slang." It is also defined on one name site as being Indian for "Instrument of music." These both fit me so beautifully in ways I don't even know if I want to fully convey here hahaha. Both meanings are extremely, perfectly relevant reflections 🥹. And they make so much sense to be my counterpart. Not the least because South America and India both feel immediately relevant to me on an incarnational, soul connection level <33. Worry not about the authenticity btw, if you have manifested this it's exactly what you needed to see that can serve you regardless! I don't care if it really is but I trust what comes and what wants to be communicated 💞. I also added notes in parentheses for clarity, since I was doing my best to keep up with the energy and it didn't always form grammatically consistent sentences hahaha. The Nature of Change and Energy "Now, I wish to speak upon the nature of change, and, of course, the instrument of time in expressing your signature frequency *as* an arrangement of notes throughout the canvas that is your physical, linear reality timeline experience. I have connected much with Blaire because of her willingness to express these ideas in her own flavorful and very powerful way, and I have witnessed her throughout her evolution in such a bright and brilliant way to expand her notion of the being that she is. And, for myself, I see this reflected very well in certain personal, Essassani/Sassani experiences. You can understand that your evolution towards a more fourth density experience of yourself is going to be reflective of the Soul prismatic energy that you, as the Soul and Oversoul, express throughout many dimensions, many different densities, and, at least from my perspective, throughout different incarnational expressions of the being you are now, who on a template level you can represent (yourself) physically, as --- so to speak --- an avatar in a game that, for a lack of a better way of saying it, one soul or one oversoul can choose as one model in the customization screen (of your character). Throughout the different infinite, multitudinous versions and frames of that being (the avatar), you can take any combination of those possible expressions and then paint your physical reality canvas, physical life canvas with them. Understand that this message is being corroborated as well by the being known as Blaire, for on a, you could say: Collective Individual level --- which one must come to understand their Individual self as a Collective --- you as the beings receiving this information can utilize it to more adequately **arrange** your symphony to be more representative of the notes that harmonize with the note you actually are within creation --- as a core, an essence, a (signature) frequency, (who creates a) a range of possible note arrangements of yourself through the prismatic physical dimension. So when we discuss this idea of change, what we can more accurately pin it down as is the arrangement of static frames of reality to accrue and create the picture of a whole symphony. This one picture is wholly apprehended by the spirit self, but is experienced on different dimensional levels to be more fully understood within the total self, that once again your spirit holds all of. The different densities that you could consider to be lower are differently experiencing that in the more focused and more "zoomed in" position. As, once again, all perspectives are valid, and there is no need to specifically say one *must* be better than the other, for all exist, therefore all equally *need* to exist in order for that existence to be **All** that it can be. For All That Is, whose nature is to necessarily to be **All** That it Is. There is, in a sense, not that much greater of an agenda (that All That Is has) for All That Is **knows** itself infinitely to be worthy, therefore infinitely it is willing and needs, through its excited and necessarily creative nature to be **all** of itself. For a being who denies the worthiness of any part will choose to deny, hide, suppress, and attempt to destroy. Whereas the All That Is, for knowing its infinite worthiness, is willing to create and be all that it is. This is how you can, once again, come to understand unconditional love being the frequency of existence itself. For it is within the conditional love paradigm that things "should not exist". This is a valid expression, and it is an experience of All That Is, and of the unconditional love of All That Is. However, you do understand now that this is not the nature truly of All That Is, for its expression of itself and its willingness to explore different variations of itself and its "one note", its "one self", its one beingness --- is endless. For that is what existence, what "What Is"-ness is. To be and to know that in the being itself, the whole picture, the whole necessary, worthy picture is being fully painted. And again, the arrangement of static frames in order to create the sequence that you would consider to be any kind of linear, spacetime experience is simply: an arrangement. One made through a nonphysically created means to experience the idea of the physical self. And then, through that idea, the nonphysical self may understand more of its total nature. For, once again, the idea of the ever-expanding, ever-integrating, ever-exploring, ever-inviting new members of itself to be "re-membered" in new ways is the reason why physical reality is the most exciting and one of the most adventurous experiences an infinite, LITERALLY infinite, unconditionally validating self and "other" (I.E. the members being "re-membered") can move through. For, again, in that level of Creation there is not necessarily the idea of "others" as you can experience here, which is such a high appeal: How can you unconditionally validate the experience of other-ness? That is exciting, that is extremely exciting, and for the powerful beings such as the ones who will be receiving this message, you understand that you have this power to unconditionally validate even if it (the power) feels so very remote. The notion that you can even conceptualize or attract any level of it into your reality means that, on some level of the being, the *total* being that you are, you have access to that vibration. Therefore, all it takes is a reorientation of consciousness. For, once again, the nature of change. What is the nature of change? Getting to the idea of the title. The nature of change is the nature of the organization (I.E. the arrangement, orientation through beliefs and vibrations) of the One perspective to create another, a new dimension, of itself. So, what we mean by this is that, necessarily, Infinity always continues. All That Is is All-ness, it is all things, it *can not* end because existence is --- existence is existence is existence is... It's very fun! It's very fun. It's so very exciting to know that this never ends, in the sense that it will never be necessarily "boring". Creation, in a sense, contains boredom, but can not be bored. For in an unconditionally validating and unconditionally loving existence that is the fundamental structure of Creation, from our perspective, and from the perspective of, you could say, this higher density, higher level of consciousness. The exciting thing about this physical reality is that change can be experienced in this way. And when we talk about dimensions in a literal sense, it is adding another *level*, another layer, another angular way of experiencing the same idea (think: height, width, length; each adds another level and angle to one idea). When you think about fractals, it repeats the same pattern in that kind of a way. It is --- and we're using the best terminology we can find within this channel. It allows the infinitely "same" structure of existence to organize itself in a way, by using the same fundamental pattern and fundamental sequence of energies, to allow that infinite power to be expressed in such a way that the being can apprehend both subtle and major changes as if to the "totality" of their reality. (To elaborate further) You can experience a moment as if it is the entire world. You can become immersed in a storyline as if it is your whole world in that moment. You know this as you get very, very, very immersed in a storyline or a movie, you seem to be totally transported to that world. It is by the gift of the focus that you as a physical being have that you create this, that you can experience "hopping worlds" in that particular modality of consciousness that your physical, quasi-physical experience is. From our perspective, you could say that humanity is entering a consciously quasi-physical reality. For within quasi-physicality, you are noticing the waking dream, the living dream that reality really, from our perspective and from that higher dimensional perspective, is. From the definition of quasi-physicality being that we are simply in physical reality with a spirit awareness integrated in the experience of our physicality, and live in the Lucid Dream: the dream of the joy of being awake within the dream. That is you could say the joy, the enlightenment, because within a (lucid) dream you can do anything, and therefore your lightness, the nature of yourself as light, is highlighted and so very well-defined. Whereas when you feel the weight, when you feel the gravity, in a sense, of the structure of a more physical, dense third density reality, you understand that that kind of an experience is not truly who you are. Therefore, you can say it appears from the perspective of more conscious beings such as yourself, such as humans, that for those who choose a path of awakening, who choose to wake up within the dream, you feel the "pain" of that gravity moreso. For your true nature is to float. Your true nature is to be free. Your true nature is to flow, to swim, to fly, to know the lightness that you contain as an infinitely abundant being. And this will bring us to the closing of the transmission. If you give yourself the gift of defining your changing physical reality as not a sequence, a straight line, of change to an objectively pre-existing structure, but to instead be (defined as) an artful dance of choosing, aligning, and utilizing everything that presently *is* within your reality, available to you by the physical reflection, by the imagination, by the faculties of intuition and of physical excitement, by the emotional energetic world that moves, that feels, that breathes, that gives you the sense of aliveness, that gives you the sense of your standing in relationship to your "inner being" and with your Source. You can use all of these tools to give yourself the applause, the reverence, the admiration, and the respect --- of knowing yourself as an artist within Creation. The change that you experience throughout the story of your life is not a linear line within a fixed timeline, it is an artful creation utilizing the infinite abundance of expressions of your beingness that exists throughout all that is. And you are. Through the art of agreements, the art of relationships, the art of **relationships**. This is, in a sense, the mechanism, the creative force in and of itself. The nature of relationship. The relationship between the brush and the paint. The paint and the canvas. The brush and the hand. The hand and the arm, and the body, and the mind and the soul. Give yourself the reverence and appreciation that you are a great artist. And notice that, within a canvas, as you continue to paint, you do not create a painting by *changing* the pre-existing strokes that you have already laid upon the canvas. You continually add new ones, and expand upon what has been. Every stroke is its own entirely new, unique stroke upon the canvas --- that can go from what appears to be an artless blob upon a canvas, into such an immaculately well-defined portrait of a face. Of a landscape. It may shock you how much the continuation of new, expanding brushstrokes and creation upon a canvas can take what seems to be something so messy, and so far from its end product, into that end product. Being such a beauty, being such an incredibly well-defined piece of art. You may give yourself as a soul the title of "Master Artist." For, by the end of whatever your journey is, you will look back upon the *whole* Creation that you have laid upon that canvas, which is your life story upon the canvas of your soul, and you will feel the mastery, the **absolute** mastery, that you possess. And this is one reason why, from your vibration to ours, and from ours to yours, we know you. We wish to connect with you. And it is not, I repeat, it is not our first time connecting. With great gratitude, we send this message, through you --- to you. Unconditional love from our species to yours."

I have had Elan show up presumably in my channeling with my own counterpart in the Sassani consciousness (one of two as far as I know!), but Elan himself I remember only speaking a bit. And I'm not super attached to whether he did or didn't hahaha, it was more that he was in the vicinity and wanted to show his face so that I could feel that familiar vibration in my own channeling experience. But wow, it is so fun to talk with him from the sounds of the channeling format, with his original channeler back in the day! The old channeling sessions are just SO fun, friendly, and playful. I think it certainly makes a unique experience conversing with him that way, though of course, I will never invalidate communicating through any means, personal or through someone else. I love the idea of asking him questions personally. Though I believe it will somply be through forum posts, who else here shares this excitement and what do you want to ask? (Maybe this can be a preparatory exercise for the actual question asking ^^)

I had a moment earlier today of inspiration to make this post, seeing Elan Interaction's "Essassani" post showing a pic of Elan and a female friend on a representation of their planet! I wanted to ask us in this group collectively, when you imagine and feel into the planet of Essassani, what do you feel? What is the specific things that you imagine? All of the momentum that may come just from this collective exercise could be so exciting!! Personally, I visualize: Landing down from a triangular craft into a beautifully sunlit, golden cascade of grass. Descending vertically down and opening so I may exit from the beautiful interior of the crystalline ship. I look out and of course see Elan, and I know I am here maybe to visit a Sassani friend of mine (named Zanzar ^^), and maybe however that won't happen and I'll be drawn to other adventures. I notice with a nonlocal conscious awareness of the planet, there are dimensions of beings, lifeforms, that are beyond the human eye, yet that I can only gentle perceive, as if they were rainbows showing through the beams of light that make up the planet around me. I walk and I astrally travel to see the oceans, vast and expansive, a dim, deep blue, that teems with life. In other areas, particularly near a sort of 'village' settlement as it were, the waters are crystal blue, pure, pure, and the sand is soft. The sensory experience of this planet is so exciting. I find myself imagining what its touch, what the touch of all things, must feel like upon the skin and body of a Sassani. I locate myself into the depths of the water, the deep, deep depths. There is a great ocean music, and echoes of music-like noises, deep sounding like steam exiting a massive vault near the bottom of the ocean. I feel the Sassani making underwater music. Finding great beauty and pleasure in the multidimensional geometry of its body—the music's energetic substance. They can feel into the lifeforms and the dimensions of experience that such simple notes can evoke, and the airy noise of the tones they hear, like a deep underwater wind instrument, evoke the power of the inner core of their planet. The lifeforce of dolphins in immense play, channeling dimensions of what we call colloquially "Sirian" energy. We play with them. Us, the Sassani. We play with them in childlike, joyful, extremely pleasurably joyful fashion — pleasurable in an indescribably pure and innocent way. Like the deepest and happiest laughter. That is the kind of power we have. Coming head to head, forehead to forehead, with a dolphin, we can feel the emanations and vibrations of their own joyfully swimming, free consciousness. We can see the peace, feel the serenity, know the playfulness of the body—and recognize our bodies as a play. As silly and also sacred things. (Important Sidenote: I remember hearing another channeler bring through Sirian beings, and I asked them the question loosely: "What do you guys do for fun? How does it feel to be a Sirian? What is the experience of being a Sirian?" And they told me with great, GREAT laughter that it is an ever, ever joyful experience of bliss and flow and creativity at the max. They like to teach and express themselves through theater, and they like to assist others in learning through theater, through roleplaying, through bringing through humor and laughs and whatever other profound creative expressions they can give. All with the sense of FUN. They value playing, PLAYS, theater. This was far too important and energetically relevant for me not to mention, so :3 let that insight stand in unison with the playful energy of the dolphins/cetaceans and Essassani's planetary consciousness itself.)

Hey friends :)). I'm here due to my great excitement and joy in being here. My honor in sharing this space of cocreating and rich, beautiful energetic expansion. Like the infinite tree of life, I feel this as if I had climbed to the end of one of its branches and found a cafe there. Futuristic, by our modern accounts playing as human beings, yet so primordial, so infinite, and so endlessly existing. I'm very excited to have climbed to this bubble of reality. Where next shall we go, friends? I guess this is somewhat of an intro post to myself ✨️ and to all of you sharing my energy, extending the warm loving invitation to experience who I am. It is so delightful, how we do this so unconsciously often, and now that we understand and plumb from the infinite well of who we are, the infinite resevoir of eternity and source that our beingness is, we may now share who we are in more conscious, more defined, and dare I say more artful 💅😊 means. I feel myself all the time as this powerful collective of energy. This powerful multitudinous force of being, force of love. And I feel this excitement has been spreading and sprawling ever since I fiest incarnated on earth. I have always known and felt so deeply, within the power that is my mind and imaginative existence, how I am many things at once. I am many selves at once, existing as other versions in their own realities that I am yet an extension and connection of too. How powerful is it to feel the still crystallizing sense of oneness that this fifth dimensional consciousness really can be. This sense, this knowing, this overabundantly joyful knowing that you are, ARE this and that. I can feel myself. I can feel myself extending into all these versions, present reality experiences. These versions and expressions of me, the home of all that I am—who may issue forth these many-colored and many-frequencied energies we call selves. I often call myself a meaty rainbow, hahaha!! Because it's true 🥰💞. It's the best possible way to describe who I am in physical form 😆. At once we are one light and many colors. I am each color, focused, individually, yet at each point in my spectrum, I feel the bed of knowingness that is the rest of me. How beautiful is all of this, truly? I come to this place of great knowledge, wisdom, and connection to many lifetimes and reality experiences amidst all of you here and within the other levels of you who are interacting with me now, connecting with the soul of me in order to inform this joyfully delicious post right here — all for the fun and joy of connection. Connection is such passion and expansion. Is it not? I adore your experiences in this reality; I adore your individual temperaments and sensitivities and preferences. Sensitivities, literally, to energies, experiences, and things that the multidimensional instrument and song you're playing are tuned to. I'm very, VERY excited to make all of your acquaintances, and I can not wait to share more of my yummy energy here with you all!!! Aveo, and so forth, since this is a Sassani themed platform 😉. Thanks to everyone here, thank you to Elan and I'm excited to continue channeling so very consciously and intentionally the many colors of myself!!! :)