Do you notice how the truths we receive are ever evolving, and ever reflecting our current willingness to receive our inner love and inner light as All That Is? Our acceptance of our Sourceship and others' Sourceship? Our full welcoming of the truths that make us us.
I am ever more in awe and in a state of like standing, sitting, walking with, watching this stream flow as I am in stillness. The wind is going. I am blessed and windkissed by the flow of creation and my own higher mind's imagination, as I see this scintillating force, creation, of many, many energies and timelines providing my awareness their option, their window into a certain level of consciousness.
Do you ever also feel that you're literally witnessing so many different timelines (literally, but also so to speak) tjat are flowing like little streams through our greater forest? In fact, that's a great way to put it!! I see the things around me like literally multiple streams in the forest of my multidimensional self. And if I focus upon a stream, my consciousness synchronizes with the energy of the stream and I have a level of that within my experience until I shift to another stream, and another. And it is as if I'm tasting all these dishes, to use my favorite Buffet of Creation analogy, to create greater and greater dishes of experience hahaha. Using my favorite ingredients from the other ones and continually mixing them, moment by moment, creating different flavor profiles that are more and less reflective of my true preferences.
Ever evolving am I. Are we. Ever flowing. Ever going. How do we move within this all and flow with the stream that is all our current streams of coinciding exploration (the timelines and reality offerings of those we create), and be spirited away? Into reverie. Indescribably, this is all what I feel. Just this indescribable reverie and awe at the... Perfect complexity, yet the perfect simplicity of the self. The immensity of how one life has so many experiences. phases, energies, and memories. I'm literally just integrating how big you could say it is. How simple, how the essence is so pure and light. Yet too, the manifestations and expressions I'm working with, are just so many. So multitudinous?? Like, WHAT the hell am I doing here? hahaha. The journey is worthy all unto itself, but damn the payoff(s) I will feel from choosing this journey are just going to be unbelievably, indescribably beautiful. Like, oh how I want to fit into words the energy and the recognitions of this central self. May some of this sharing give extra light to your own awareness of the amazing... Amazing... Amazing orchestra of your own being. Oceanic, multidimensional, everflowing through so many dimensions, forest-like, tree-shaped. God, it's so big!!!
How, how I long just to share it all, and learn and integrate and play...
I was going to start a new thread about something, but instead figured I'd revive this one and let it fly as I have no idea where this will go.
Sometimes I feel like a kid who doesn't know a thing, othertimes I'm a wise sage who is steeped in knowing with a vast reservoir from which to draw from. I feel so much these days of late that it is hard to categorize or make sense of just what is going on. Good thing one of my highest joys is self discovery right? Otherwise I'd be lost in the folds and tucks of this unfolding.
Taking steps into the unknown is at once exciting and intrepid but I've seen enough to know any judgement I may feel is originating from my own self, so one step forward....
So, I'm not lost...how can I be? Let it fly right?
Okay, so this past week in review has me sitting with sensations, feelings, knowings, facing and being accountable to all my creations, that is, everything I see, think, imagine, open and hidden and just sitting with it.
As I become more aware of who and what I am I feel rapid shifting for even the solid ground seems to be in flux. I am more a flow rather than a stable object, more of a verb rather than a noun. Who am us anyway? I tremble before the vastness and then relax and sink into the wonder of it all. Just venting here. Seems odd to be navigating within myself and see just what I'm looking at.