Multidimensional Feelings: Reflections on Our Creations Here

I loved reading this Dave 🙏🏻 I relate in so many ways and I’m experiencing similar ideas.

It’s really fitting that you posted in the thread that started with Blaires “Multidimensional feelings” sharing. Something / awareness that’s beginning to open up for me since this thread started ✨

I feel so much, so deeply that I often pull away from sharing on the forum bc I just can’t seem to bring it forward, or give it words.

I had two cold showers the last few days because I got so lost in thought under the water I forgot what I was there for & so much time had passed 🫣🤣

I’m going to remove the pressure I place on myself & relax into just sharing something I’m extremely excited & challenged by… just venting as you said 👍🏻 - Soooo Thank you Dave for the lead / nudge… you’ve started something 😬🤗😝

🌀 Since hearing Bashar talk about the idea of, “Shifting” through parallel versions of ourselves, and the accompanying understanding that each shift / change is a completely new person who doesn’t have the same past (illusion of linear continuity I see as my life so far)

My mind, heart, everything I am has played with this idea, this knowing, it kinda won’t leave me.

The implications & possibilities are exciting in SO many ways, it feels so relevant & important for my path, it feels like something I’m going to live, not understand but one day soon actually embody fully.

I’ve heard Bashar refer to it as the 13th step, and I’ve heard Elan refer to it many times in some of his trainings on YouTube (transmission 4, 33, and 18)

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Experiences in my reality:

I’ve had crazy amazing experiences with this.. about a year ago I went for an afternoon nap, felt weird, couldn’t stay awake, 2hrs of strange dreamy sleep & I woke up as a different person. It was so wild I suspected I’d had a brain haemorrhage, and set about trying to work out if I needed an ambulance ( I was a nurse in my linear timeline).

I couldn’t remember things I knew I was meant to know - very odd, I felt completely like a different person, I was NOT Penny. I had created a video before sleeping & I intuitively watched it back, I didn’t recognise myself from a few hours previously, didn’t know the voice or recollect making the video… I understand know that I allowed myself to shift so much that I got to experience the 13th step, actually being a different person.

I freaked out a little, sat on the floor sobbing in confusion, and I spent about an hour re -establishing all my continuity until I felt like me again. It was such an amazing experience, and I feel was a taster of what’s to come for me.

I’ve also a few months back, watched an Elan transmission (Concious creators) that talked about this concept in a different way, and he suggested to “look for the differences” in how I’m creating my reality as I shift, instead of looking for the similarities. So I got up the next day with the intention of looking for the differences, and I noticed a curtain that I had tied up for many days, was down… there’s NO way I physically moved it, it was a different reality. It was a crazy powerful moment for me.

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Questions / stuff I’m exploring:

I’m choosing to experience this idea as challenging in the following ways:

🌀I find my emotional attachment to “past” events / continuity that has meant a great deal to me - leaves me feeling blocked about how to understand & integrate the idea of the 13th step? 🥵😜

Continuity like a career as a nurse that was full of profound meaning & growth, relationships, adventures, animal relationships than were so special (I love animals🥰) any thoughts / ideas are most welcome & appreciated!!

➡️ I wonder is the personality construct a window, that never actually experiences anything if we are shifting billions of time a second ?

I experience myself as attached to & protective of some of my linear journey - especially if it relates to a process / a being, entity / shared experience that I have assigned great meaning to… or I have felt great love for.

In summary I think my challenge boils down to ➡️ How can I reconcile a linear journey that has meant so much to me, with the knowledge it wasn’t actually me experiencing it? Not MY journey.

I’m choosing to experience this as feelings of grief / loss… It’s been incredible exploring letting go of this illusion, deeply emotional & at times extremely painful… is there something I’m misunderstanding or missing 🤔 that could help me choose an alternative & freeing perspective, a 4D perspective I’m not yet holding, tapping into?

Am I the consciousness that experienced every frame of my linear journey as I shifted?, but I’m still mistakenly identifying myself as my personality & that’s why a sense of grief??

So many questions on this topic, It’s a little messy out into words, a big thank you to anyone who reads this 🙏🏻😅. I’ve just thought to myself that just by reading each other’s sharings something is downloaded / shared to the author as we all ponder each other’s experiences, ideas & feelings. ❤️🥰🙏🏻

Hi Penny,

Just some thoughts that arose as I read this, don't take it as a definitive answer for I'm shifting around and feel messy myself especially these days. I'll keep it in a first person mode if I can.

At any point was I ever not here and now? No. But to me now it seems that there was a me in the past doing things there in a then. I have a memory of that and it seems solid enough, but what I'm actually doing is constructing that, assembling a collection of thoughts and putting them together in a stream that gives it continuity.

Likewise, from here now I can project an image (usually a body identification) into a field of possibility and term it 'the future', which is actually constructed from memory, therefore also the past. Okay, so my sense of continuity is arising from this thought that there is this 'some-thing' that travels a one way path through another something we call space and time. This some-thing is in a reality where I do things and things can happen or be done to me. That me is a pre-supposed separate entity that I can't quite pin down (and who is it that seeks to pin it down anyway?) .

But what if I look at it another way?

I am alive now in this present moment. A sense of Is-ness and being tells me this is so. If I watch, I can see something interesting.... thought will grab this living moving event called being and will claim it, adding it to the storehouse of memory, accumulating this sense of me-ness, but something has already gotten lost in this translation and that is the movement of the living. It's like scooping up water from a flowing river in a glass and saying "Here...this is the river."

Meanwhile, I keep flowing out of time in the present now.

If indeed I am reality and it flows through me, projecting seemingly outward making an outer objective world in its wake then it serves as a reflection to show me what is inside, the state of my being. It's all one thing.

I realize that this is but one of many possible ways of looking at it. Ask me tomorrow and I'll probably have a different view. Re-reading this sounds somewhat foolish but maybe there's something in here that makes sense for you.

Let me just add that I feel our real sense of continuity stems from our eternal nature which we are always in, and like our now, can never be outside of. We can seem to be, but it's just a seeming.

I’ve re-read this a few times… it’s like the words I couldn’t find to describe a lot of my own experiences at the moment. Very powerful & cathartic to read. 🙏🏻

This is so, so exciting!! :')

Oh, how I feel this. I truly do understand and relate to the Sassani way of experiencing life—from my own unique standpoint. I often, from time to time, tune into what their awareness might be like. Like tuning into a stream, as I said in the post!! It's very beautiful. It's... It's wondrous, truly. Just, wow. Awe-inspiring and so sweepingly expansive and joyful. I feel it more and more all the time what they (and others in a similar frequency range) must experience.

There are so many streams that I'm dialing in and out of. Very focused, 3rd density ones and very broadly expansive 4th density ones. And sometimes very focused 4th density ones. And ones between the two.

That's the thing. I really feel that nonphysical (or at least 4th density awareness) is so much more natural to me than a lot of what we call human customs and ways of thinking hahaha. I often think in terms of being multiple places at once (energetically, unifying other timelines with my own right now) and have had thoughts like, "Why can't I just freely create this thing? Why can't I just nonphysically experience my multiple selves/timelines at the same time? Why can't I just randomly break the continuity of this dream and wake up already and be fully lucid?" Of course, I do know why hahaha, but the point is that I absolutely feel rly close to that nonphysical self oftentimes. I just think of how beautiful and like home it is to go in and out of physical expression, or to integrate so much of my whole, spirit self into my experience that life is truly like a lucid dream, a dream of Creation.

I operate from that much more naturally than I do the limited, linear-based, "this or that" kind of perception. Whenever I commensurate with that in a conversation with someone else's beliefs, it always feels awkward, weird, and like "Why am I doing this right now?"

I do find it very, very important and a passion of mine to ground, ground, ground into the beautiful human physical depths of my experience and appreciate everything about physical life. Because I LOVE physicality. I love the idea of being more nonphysical again so I can then experience all the physical focused realities I'm connecting to that also seem extremely beautiful and joyful. I'm EXCITED to unify with all of that again and feel it all, experience it all physically!! I want to experience all the positive timelines I knew I could have experienced and sensed throughout my physical journey, once I enter that different octave of my own consciousness again after death.

I'm certain that the book will help me tune into that specific wavelength some more. Get to appreciate that way of life more :). And this was really exciting to read, again, bc when you pointed out a post I made in a comment that you were gonna get to, I truly did not expect it to be this one!! But it makes sense... It really does feel like fifth dimension/fourth density consciousness. :))

So much love you all!!

:')), absolutely beautiful. So, so very well said and this may be something I now tap into. Thank you for the sharing

I hear you... it's late November now and I'm up before dawn feeling something massive that needs to come out yet I have no idea what or how or when or....

💫🌀🙃 exciting! 😉 xx