Hello friends. Helpful perspectives appreciated š on my issue. Iāll try and simplify but still itās hella long.
I connected with my Referential Preferential Me (RPM) for the first time on two issues. Iād meditated and connected with RPM previously but not for anything specific.
1) After my parentās accident I was caring for them alone (everything, toilet on up) while also remotely working full time. In 1.5 weeks I needed to fly back home, 2,500 miles away. So I asked my RPM about the situation: I clearly saw RPM standing confidently at a high counter, in the light of a waiting room, signing paperwork. RP was checking my relative into a care home! I felt so relieved and happy. RPMās confidence lifted me up.
So irl I talked to people to get it done. However, the soonest endpoint was 4 months away and 5 years of paperwork/records, plus my parent would be there alone. So, with the energy and uplift from recalling how RPM felt, in 7 days I moved my parent across country to my house. I did it on top of the other stuff. I lost 10 lbs and I got it done. Thereās no explaining how except for the strength from recollecting on the uplift from my RPM.
2) Asked RPM for help with my injured dog. I saw RPM gently holding my dog in her arms, taking his GOOD leg and stretching it down. (Now, irl this is impossible due to the size of my dog and the fact that my dog does NOT like to be picked up, haha.) I asked for more info. RPM repeated the scene, nothing more. I wondered on this and the next morning my dog injured his good leg. The same RPM stretched! Two legs, same injury. My dog can no longer walk unassisted. We are doing everything, conventional and natural, to help this beloved dog. I donāt like that I put him through this by literally ānot picking upā on RPMās info.
So. Clarity eludes me. RPM must have shown me everything, right? But I didnāt allow it in? I asked, meditated, answered āWhats good about this, exactly as it is?ā, all that. Now I am leery about my RPM. I fāed up. I donāt feel I learned how to be more like RPM. I put myself in an unwanted timeline ā cuz I certainly didnāt follow Preferred timeline actions. ???
Thanks for reading this far. I appreciate your good vibes.
Thank you for sharing Paula. I can't speak for your RPM (great acronym btw), but perhaps my perspective can serve somehow.
1)One take is that the image of the RPM took you to the next step, which then led to the rest of the way it happened. Which also revealed to you a well of energy and resilience--which was a surprise to you. ;) And you allowed the image of the RPM to be a permission slip to allow yourself to become more energized. I think I only just summarized what happened but from another perspective.
2) What did going through this process allow you to learn about yourself? Elan also often says that our pets are a direct reflection of us. Does your dog's injury or resulting conditions have any symbolic meaning for you?
You are the perfection of your explorations. There are no mistakes or errors. Something that which does not belong does not simply "slip in there" (I could put quotes around this whole sentence). Everything streams from this now moment. You always have the option to move forward consciously from any now moment from now and for all time--with no penalties or late fees--EVAR.
There is no condemnation.
There is no judgement.
Please. Help yourself to more of my good vibes :)))))) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) ) )