Hi š
First off, I'm very stoked to have attracted myself to this community. Perhaps some of you have experienced, in your own ascensions, a wonder of.. "is anyone else out there?" lol.
Here we are! In this miraculous Now.
Let's see. My conscious portion of this path started around spring of 2023. Starting with the question.. "Well what does it mean to be human?". A skip, hop, and a jump through a particularly violent ego death, resulting in a loss of consciousness (is this common?). For another post, perhaps a different forum lol. Looking back, it was self-initiation.
My main teachers (at least the ones that lived relatively "recently") are Alan Watts, Ram Dass, Paul Selig, Kryon, Bashar and now Elan.
Interestingly, a friend of mine shared with me her "soul name", a concept I was not familiar with. Later on, without really even understanding why a soul would have a name (this was before I'd heard of Bashar), I asked mySelf "what is my soul name?".
The clear response was "ELAN"
I thought, well... skis...hmm.. mmk..
Also why was that so clear. Too clear not to dismiss. Too clear to know what to do with. What could I even google. (LOL)
And so for months I'd check in about Soul name and always get the same response. To which I thought, well clearly I'm conditioning myself but it's alright.
And so for months I never found this community OR the videos on youtube, even though I had started listening to Bashar around the time Elan content started posting (I think).
But of course it's all perfect timing because one day a few months back, there's "ELAN", right in my face on my youtube feed and my whole body reacts.
The rest, as they say, is there with the dinosaurs.
As I've started implementing the process of following my excitement, along with some of the activation meditations, truly STARTING to understand non-judgement as a vibration, seeing the paths that people are exploring, etc. etc., life has really started to become dream-like. Questions that arise from my direct experience ebb into my awareness, to be directly followed by the flow of the answer, back out into the sea of my integration.
And other questions, not so much! And I love it TBH and that's a miracle. Or that's a miracle and TBH I love it. :D
And my love and thanks to you all. I look forward to serving us.
David
Hi David, a big heartfelt Hi back at you. I am fairly new to this community as well, itās simply wonderful, I love it so much.
I really enjoyed reading about your journey, it feels so special getting on the inside of other peopleās experiences. šš»
I have a really wonderful trail of breadcrumbs that I enjoy recalling when Iām feeling amazement and wonder at how I got to find Bashar (2022), dramatic shifts started for me then - kinda like life before Bashar, and then life afterā¦ very different. It definitely felt like coming home š„¹
Elan appeared in my life a few months ago & it was perfect timingā¦ because his vibration, the transmissions, books & oh my goodness this community have been SO transformative, itās been rapid growth & a very special experience ā¤ļø
Iād love to hear about your ego death experience one day, Iāve also had some pretty dramatic experiences along my journey š«
I literally experience expansion from every post I read from everyone, always a gift to take awayā¦ Iāve also been exploring non-judgment, and hearing you refer to it as āa vibrationā really stood out within me, and got me feeling into a different place šš» thank you!
I choose & explore self judgment a lot, but I get quite mental / stuck in my head about it, so this was a fantastic moment of aha to reconnect with the vibration of that state of being.
Sometimes we need someone elseās vibration, expression, language, intention to get a new view on something. š„°
Iāve seen you in & about lots of other places / threads on the forum & very much enjoy reading what you share.
Much Love & Light, Penny xx