Heyyyy everybody!! ๐๐๐, so lively to speak with you all again! I'm here reporting from my lovely, beautiful reality bubble to your guys' once again. Here to report on how I've been really enjoying my oneness journey and how I'm experiencing the fullness of my reality.
I love listening to these beautiful beings and co-reflections speak on their experiential observations of reality for us to create with that brush or opt out in favor of another brush to paint (create) with. I love listening to Elan and just feeling the beauty of his sharings; the Allness and creatorship and sourcehood I feel in knowing them to be true. Many of them, at least.
I feel in particular detached from most traditional paths and really am coming to own the artistry of my existence as someone (as source) who wanted a really exciting. really unique, really creative and self directed existence. A hyper, intensely, deeply, extremely, hugely, immensely, fully love focused experience of existence. All our paths are of course this way!! I just note an extra sense of creativity and storyteller mode in mine bc my passion has always been the choosing of experiences. Choosing and playing with experiences: energies, feelings, projections, beliefs to support me reveling in whatever I'm interested in at the moment.
Storyteller to me means the weaver of energies to create a unique experience. I honestly don't know if I believe in anything but experience anymore. I suspend the idea of truth (except that all truths are true, so I DO love truth as a validation of revelment and expeirence :D), and I just focus on choice. I just choose whatever I choose. And that's it for now. Maybe it's always like that.
I love us all as soul artists, you know? I really, really do. We're all so amazing. We have such powerful and endless and expansive explorations. We all have infinite and singular and self contained expressions of ourselves. I am the container of me. You are the container of all yous. Isn't that the best?!? Amazing, amazing. Yummy and blissful, amazing and wonderful.
I love in a humorous but also full hearted way applying the abstract ideas talked about by our more spiritual-y, less physical friends and I really love and own my experience of choosing to be here. Like. yeah!!! I GET why I choose to be here!!! This place is fucking awesome!!! (Pardon my languageee but what's a girl to do about her authentic truth ๐).
I think the contrast of the abstract generalities our friends talk about sometimes is really funny when I apply it to my real lived experiences dreaming here. And I realize: I get such the honor of truly feeling and knowing how my human experience is, that I can see what they share about it and say: "Here's my perspective, here's my way of incorporating that idea you guys are sharing into my art of living!" I think that how much we teach them is really underestimated by us, at times. We are living a truly beautifully unique, silly, creative, and bizarre experience. A wondrous experience. Bizarre, but only in that I can see how alien it might be to another kind of being. Our reality is diverse, colorful, and amazing, because so many realities are contained in us and this is a pastiche of many of them; this is not a "singular" reality but a rainbow we see only as its white light form, all together.
Sending lots and lots of love to all of you guys gals and nonbinary pals!! What a beautiful creation we are, you are, and I am. Isn't it wonderful?
โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐. It really is.
Welcome home. We kept the fire burning. ๐